I feel so blind. There is so much going on in my mind.
I can't feel anything and I really don't know how much more I can take.
I hate not being able to feel and respond to the love of my husband- to the love of my friends, my family. I don't feel angry or sad- there is only fear and pain-true real pain. It has been two weeks and I cannot understand why. I know that I am healed and free of this but my body and my mind have been overtaken.
The only reason that I believe I can push on is that I know these things: I am healed. I have been made whole & free of these things.
This is not something that should hold it's power over me.
The light is so hard to see- I am so exhausted and so tired of fighting. The push of my mind to throw my body out of whack is not TRUTH.
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